in search of someone who is neither blood related nor a romantic interest, someone who is neither a friend nor lover yet a huge influence in life. a someone who made me what I'm today, whose perspective inspired me to become a feminist whose empathy made me believe in humanity.

one constant motivation in life that made me come out of my depressed inertia. whose motivation made me take action of my life.when in need of empathy, his affection and constant inspiration made me feel beautiful,strong and capable. his words worked like a medicine on a patient. his immense trust made me work harder.

in a happening life, in success and fruitfulness, there is still a void that is his lack of presence, applause and his encouragement. i wouldn't have in my wildest dreams thought i would lose touch with you sir.. hope i would find you soon.